Take Me Down to the Paradise City

Me and Mr. Wrong get along so well, even though he breaks my heart so bad. 

We got a special thing going on, Me and Mr. Wrong.

Even if I try, no, I never could give him up ‘cause his love’s like that.

Ain’t no way that I’m moving on. I love my Mr. Wrong.  

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S: I saw RR yesterday.
Me: Really? Where?
S: On TV. We we're watching their game.
Me: Geeez, I thought foreal.
S: Me and Ate we're staring at him coz the camera's focusing on him. Like close up.
Me: Come on now.
S: Hahahaha.
It’s so hard to change my thrill seeking habits.

When you do bad things, people call you a rebel. They say you have problems. But have they ever thought that some do it for the sheer thrill and enjoyment of doing these things?

Yeah, maybe there is an under-lying problem within me that I just can’t seem to find, or maybe I sneaked out, coming home from a night out or a friends house at 4 in the morning, completely plastered.

Either way, I do bad things, and no matter how many times I get in trouble for them, or how many people scold me for doing them, I’m going to do them anyway. All I wanted to do was to get away for a bit. That was it.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I wish some things were different. Just some things. Sometimes.

    • Slept in as a result of sleeping at 3am last night. 
    • Morning light run. G was late to school hahaha!
    • Breakfast with my brothers… And it was goooooood. 
    • TV room: Pearl Harbor. For the nth time. It still made me sad. In a way. 
    • Munching on lychees ! Most addicting fruit ever. I love it! 
    • A visit from G. ♥ 
    • Playtime. Kulitan.
    • Booked flights for the Family Reunion happening on Holy week.
    • So stoked! 13 days, mannnnn!
    • Merienda but more like early dinner at Mr. Jones. Yummmmm!
    • BLT Ceasar Salad, Dory and Crab Thermidore, Pot Roast and Beef Tapa
    • Supermarket. When we got there my daddy was like “Take whatever you guys want, as long as it’s healthy”. 
    • We ended up doing otherwise. Haha. I mean come one, really? No way! Lol. 
    • Kept nibbling on so many things, even though we just came from an extremely heavy dinner. 
    • Ugh, I’m extremely stuffed I can’t even think about food right now. 
      (I can’t believe I just said that)
    • Drake’s album on loop on our way home.
    • Home, sweet, home. Endless laughter
    • Meeting for the Youth Org
    • More volunteer works lined up. Yey!

My current thirst quencher in this humid weather. Yummmmmm!   

My current thirst quencher in this humid weather. Yummmmmm!   

10 Things I want to say to 10 people in my life

  1. I miss the old you.
  2. Thank you for everything. Even though I couldn’t say it.
  3. Help me please. Help me find the answers.
  4. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you.
  5. I envy you. I wish I could be that happy.
  6. Thank you <3 You have no idea how it means to me.
  7. I miss the old us. Honestly, it makes me so emotional just thinking about our memories together.
  8. I have never met somebody so beautiful on the inside and I really want you to know that.
  9. Chill the fuck out, ok?
  10. I’m sorry but you’ll have to wait a little more longer. 

I have devils for friends. Hahahaa. We were on a roll last night. I swurrrr.

I have devils for friends. Hahahaa. We were on a roll last night. I swurrrr.

This is sort of like a weekend rant.

Dad thinks I’ve been going out too much lately. True. But that’s only because he probably got used to the girl who spent 2 years working so hard, then decided to take MBA, rarely partied or went out at night or during the day except if it was on a date with mom, RR or cousins and even then I’d be home by 1am, sometimes even earlier. Yeah, that was pretty much my life for 2 years and as much fun that was, I was practically robbed of my social life. I don’t regret a thing, of course. I still had one of the best times with said people  but I definitely missed out on socializing with different people, with my best friends, with new found friends.

I spent 2 years cooped up in my own little world that I missed out on what a 23 year old girl should experience. Partying all night, having no care in the world, going home late, sleeping when the sun rises and getting up at 4PM, hangovers, meeting boys, etc etc. And so now I’m trying to catch up on all the years I missed out on. I don’t think dad quite understands that. I texted my mom asking for her take on the issue, but she’s been really bitchy and PMS-ing like crazy lately… She wasn’t been more supporting about my new found social life, though. She was the one who was always telling me to explore my options and see what the world has to offer and I wish I listened to her back then. Moms really do know best.

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Believe it or not, this yummy dumplings from Causeway were the only food (sans the rice, of course) I ate the entire day yesterday before I consumed tons of alcohol (which can last for the whole weekend actually) at my friend&#8217;s birthday party. Heeehee  

Believe it or not, this yummy dumplings from Causeway were the only food (sans the rice, of course) I ate the entire day yesterday before I consumed tons of alcohol (which can last for the whole weekend actually) at my friend’s birthday party. Heeehee