Take Me Down to the Paradise City: Archive

Jan 27th

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S: I saw RR yesterday.
Me: Really? Where?
S: On TV. We we're watching their game.
Me: Geeez, I thought foreal. 
S: Me and Ate we're staring at him coz the camera's focusing on him. Like close up.
Me: Come on now. 
S: Hahahaha.

Jan 26th

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It’s so hard to change my thrill seeking habits.

When you do bad things, people call you a rebel. They say you have problems. But have they ever thought that some do it for the sheer thrill and enjoyment of doing these things? Yeah, maybe there is an under-lying problem within me that I just can’t seem to find, or maybe I sneaked out, coming home from a night out or a friends house at 4 in the morning, completely plastered. Either way, I do...

Jan 26th

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Sometimes, just sometimes, I wish some things were...

Jan 24th

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Jan 23rd

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Jan 22nd

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10 Things I want to say to 10 people in my life

I miss the old you. Thank you for everything. Even though I couldn’t say it. Help me please. Help me find the answers. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you. I envy you. I wish I could be that happy. Thank you <3 You have no idea how it means to me. I miss the old us. Honestly, it makes me so emotional just thinking about our memories together. I have never met...

Jan 22nd

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Jan 21st

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This is sort of like a weekend rant.

Dad thinks I’ve been going out too much lately. True. But that’s only because he probably got used to the girl who spent 2 years working so hard, then decided to take MBA, rarely partied or went out at night or during the day except if it was on a date with mom, RR or cousins and even then I’d be home by 1am, sometimes even earlier. Yeah, that was pretty much my life for 2 years and as much fun...

Jan 21st

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Jan 19th

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My universe will never be the same.

Dear Someone, Probably I’ve waited long enough. I wanted it so bad yet I blew it. You have no idea how my world has changed since I met you 3 years ago and it just keeps on changing. I crumbled the walls I tried building all my life to let you in and I despise myself for doing so. Probably, it was just a waste of time. I’d like to think it was a waste of time. For I not to feel the hurt, the...

Jan 19th

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Jan 18th

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In case you haven’t heard it yet, I quit my very first job about a week ago. And this is one of the many things I miss.

Jan 17th

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Regalo Service's Make It Memorable Valentine's...

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Jan 17th

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Habits I must stop:

Procrastinate Sleeping late / waking up late Be lazy Hold in my pee Drinking soda each meal Notice something and not do anything about it

Jan 17th

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Jan 17th

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Won't let you control me.

Forcing my self to sleep, but I can’t. I was lying in bed for like an hour, trying to sleep, trying not to try, but I just wouldn’t fall asleep. My mind was racing but there wasn’t anything I was thinking of. How fucking weird is that? I’ve been staying up really late this past few days doing nothing until I get tired. I over-think. I write. I over-think. I write. This is just exhausting cycle. I...

Jan 17th

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Jan 17th

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Oh what a night! I can’t forget how the electricity went out around 3 in the morning while we’re all having serious talk about our exes on our drinking session, who got NYE kisses, and lots and lots of revelations.

Jan 16th

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Jan 16th

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Super late upload, I know. I just feel like posting it because I haven’t updated this blog since after Christmas and I feel quite guilty and stuff idek.

Jan 16th

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My days just keeps getting better every day.

“Every day, in every way, I’m getting better and better” “Tous les jours à tous points de vue je vais de mieux en mieux” I’ve just been so happy lately, I can’t even describe it. The year just started and all, but I’m seriously loving it. There are times when I actually could not stop smiling and giggling, no matter how hard I try to stop. Haha. It’s like, the...

Jan 16th

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Jan 5th

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Thoughts before going to bed:

1) I swear all Raphael I know are hard to read. 2) Maki craving. 3) I feel like the only reason I… is because… and because of… 4) No smiling! It is not cute! Okay, maybe it is but… no. Just no. 5) Gosh darn it, distract me! Please? 6) I really want to write a good piece but I don’t know where to start. 7) Can you just please let me go? 8) Looking forward to the weekend, weekend.

Jan 4th

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Jan 4th

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Jan 2nd

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2011: Realizations and Epiphanies

You cannot always have everything. God gives you what He thinks is good for you. Be happy and thankful, don’t ever demand. You cannot always be nice to everyone. People will abuse you. Don’t trust easily. Some people are just too curious. Do it now, there might be no more tomorrow. If you want to achieve it, work hard for it. Always follow your gut instinct. Just do what makes you...

Jan 2nd

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Dec 30th

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Always there.

In this period of silence, I find myself thinking about the “me, a year ago” and the “me, today”. It’s sort of wild, the change I went through (and still going through), which is not exactly as bad as it might sound like. I’d like to believe this isn’t really a change in personality or perspective or priorities. There is just this part of me that was well-hidden before that is starting to emerge...

Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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Mark misses my ~rapping~ so I did this while we were skyping a while ago. Hrhrhrhr. Excuse mah face y’all and yes, the cap is very necessary.

Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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Dec 28th

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Just peace, happiness and love for 2012 ♡

We shall shower this year with good vibes and happiness. This may sound gay, but being mad all the time will just make people ugly. Srzly. If we can’t avoid it, we should at least try to lessen it. It’s basically one of the reasons why we couldn’t achieve complete harmony and tranquility in our lives, because our hearts are filled with grudge, jealousy and bitterness. Come to...

Dec 28th

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Dec 28th

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A Girl Can Never Have Too Many Shoes

We often tried seeking for the perfect pair on a given day, however most often than not, we find the perfect pair at the least possible moment. I’ve known men, pragmatically and as defined by books. I’ve known men and what they want. I’ve known men and what they are made of. I’ve known men and their lethargic excuses. I’ve known men and their cheating ways. I’ve known men (just like how I’ve...

Dec 28th

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Dec 28th

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Dec 28th

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December air tells me it is that time of the year...

to be extra happy, extra generous, extra patient, extra forgiving… but I don’t feel it as much as I’ve felt it before. Maybe it’s because I’m having a bad Christmas break due to some people who wont stop doing terrible things until they see you wreck and all? I dunno. I miss the excitement that comes with it, of having to go to work while everyone else is enjoying every moment in...

Dec 28th

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