Me and Mr. Wrong get along so well, even though he breaks my heart so bad.
We got a special thing going on, Me and Mr. Wrong.
Even if I try, no, I never could give him up ‘cause his love’s like that.
Ain’t no way that I’m moving on. I love my Mr. Wrong.
Dear Someone,
Probably I’ve waited long enough. I wanted it so bad yet I blew it.
You have no idea how my world has changed since I met you 3 years ago and it just keeps on changing.
I crumbled the walls I tried building all my life to let you in and I despise myself for doing so. Probably, it was just a waste of time. I’d like to think it was a waste of time. For I not to feel the hurt, the pain.
My pain based on my failed expectations.
We’ve been foolishly candid telling each other how we felt and feel, yet it doesn’t make sense.
And so now I know what makes perfect sense…
We shouldn’t feel hurt. We shouldn’t feel anything, even the gentlest prick.
We’re tired of hurting, We’re tired of rejections. We’re tired of my wishful thinking!
But I know what’s more exhausting – hating you. Hating someone that you can turn to when you feel the world has gone wrong and crashing.
It wasn’t easy letting you in or it isn’t easy crossing you out… But we both know what makes perfect sense.
Best Regards,
Dana
So the birthday boy requested for a Korean lunch because he was craving for some kimchi IDEK but Kogi Bulgogi definitely satisfied us.
Mostly because I’ll be spending it with someone as awesome, or even more - the sweetest, most loving, most adorable lover everrr. I just finished getting ready and just waiting for him to pick me up. We’ll probably have brunch first since we’re both starving. Then maybe chill for a bit before I go to work. We’re contemplating on whether we want to watch Happy Feet 2 or The Adventures of Tin-Tin this evening. Hmmm. We’ll probably decided on it later. :) After the movie we’ll have dinner of course! I’m not so sure where yet though, I’ll let the birthday boy decide on that lol. I’ve also been wanting to go to the Prive and check it out, hopefully they’ll have good music on aThursday. After all that, we’ll just kind of become spontaneous and let our gut feelings take over. Lol.
To be honest, it’s very hard to plan on special days like these haha. He said we should never really do, we just sort of go with the flow or with whatever we felt like doing at the moment coz it works every time. I’m sure we’ll end up having really, really wonderful day. After all, it’s the unexpected moments that become your favorite memories. :) Heehee.
Anyway, off I go with my lover to have one of the best days ever! :D
RR picked me up from SMX yesterday after the Servathon Awarding and asked me to go out with him. Well, we do see each other every weekend, and he does ask me to go out with him like everytime, but I usually know what the plan is.
This time, he’s taking me somewhere. I’m not entirely sure where and all, but he said he wanted it to be a “surprise”. Lol. I’m quite excited though, and very curious. I keep on asking him questions on our way. But when we reached Tiendisitas, I already have an idea and I started feeling tense.
And guess what, I was so right!!! We’re getting a dog. Turned out he talked to some seller already so we’ll just there to pick it up. I think it’s really sweet and convenient for me as well coz I don’t need to choose from a wide range of dogs there.
He chose this behave cutie patootie golden brown shih tzu and I think it’s perfect! Another best part was that he named it after his known nickname. Hahaha <3. Now we’ll just have to get back for his certificate.
I just really couldn’t believe that he did surprise me on his own birthday. How could I even top it now? Siiiigggggh.
Anyway, we had so much fun buying stuff for our new dog too! It feels like we have our own baby LOL.
Finally…My request to transfer has been approved but I think I still have to wait for 2 more weeks; I don’t really mind actually coz that means I’m a free girl with all the time in my hands to review for my upcoming final exams. But it also means I’ll still be required to join them on their party when it’ll be really awkward and kind of burden for me and I would really really like to join my future team for their party as well coz I think it’s the best way to connect with my new office mates.
In other other news, RR’s birthday is coming up and I still don’t have any idea what to give him or how will I surprise him. Oh bother!
In other other news, the ~hipster~ crush talked to me on twitter again after such a long time. =”>
Break her heart once then shame on you, break it again though and she’s still around? then yes she’s the one for you but you ain’t the one for her so you just fucked it up bad.
Messed up with her again and you’ll forever be miserable.
(Source: loveanditsemotions, via camiejuan)
Hearing rumors about you being “chickboy” is getting old and I kinda get tired caring / minding them.
There are times I wanna believe it, but then I realized, boys are boys; they’ll have to do their thing. I’m not generalizing but boys are innate flirt so I’m not surprised if you’re talking, texting, chatting, hanging out with other girls.
I just hope you’re fully aware of your limits, boundaries and restrictions, babyboy.
I spent half of the day yesterday with RR. I’ve been seeing him every Saturday after class all the way to Sunday morning since this term started actually. If we had no plans of going out on a certain night and I don’t need to review that much, I would come over to their house. He never lets a week pass without seeing me, which is really sweet and cute at the same time. And I’m definitely not complaining, we’ve been having such wonderful, wonderful days - much like all the days we’ve had since last June. I mean yes, we would have off days, but that rarely even happens, and when it does, the day does not end with us being okay. Like I said before, he never allows the day to end without us being happy and all. :) That’s one of the many, many things I love about him.
So last night, we psyched ourselves on going out with our friends. We were both excited to have post-dinner treat at Robot because we’ve been telling his teammates how good the food is (specially the spicy tuna rolls heehee) nonstop. After that, we headed to Fever to have few drinks and let the “big guys” dance and made some girls swoon. Haha. We were so enjoying the RnB vibe when suddenly the music turns into mellow thingy then all of a sudden, RR came out of nowhere and was holding a bouquet of pink roses!!! He then asked me to dance and so all of his teammates were screaming and teasing us. We almost got everyone’s attention and I just couldn’t believe what we were doing. It took me a good 15 minutes or so before it all sink in to me. That was one of the boldest, sweetest surprises RR had ever made to date.
It’s just really impossible not to love life when it treats you like this every single day. I LOVE IT, I LOVE LIFE! And the best thing about it is.. It keeps getting better and better than the best it already is. (That didn’t make that much sense I know but whatever I’m happy! Lol)
