Take Me Down to the Paradise City
What I’d give to feel this everyday

I’m kind of realizing that you know you got it bad when you start confusing the fiction with a real loved one. I haven’t been in that kind of love, but hypothetically speaking, it’s the typical not to mention movie cliche crap I-can’t-live-without-you thing, you know? It’s craaaaaazy.

Just two weeks without him made me feel like I’ve been away for so long already.

Man, this must be love…

or simply some sort of deranged attachment to the mundane.

10 Things I want to say to 10 people in my life

  1. I miss the old you.
  2. Thank you for everything. Even though I couldn’t say it.
  3. Help me please. Help me find the answers.
  4. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you.
  5. I envy you. I wish I could be that happy.
  6. Thank you <3 You have no idea how it means to me.
  7. I miss the old us. Honestly, it makes me so emotional just thinking about our memories together.
  8. I have never met somebody so beautiful on the inside and I really want you to know that.
  9. Chill the fuck out, ok?
  10. I’m sorry but you’ll have to wait a little more longer. 

Habits I must stop:

  1. Procrastinate
  2. Sleeping late / waking up late
  3. Be lazy
  4. Hold in my pee
  5. Drinking soda each meal
  6. Notice something and not do anything about it

Thoughts before going to bed:

1) I swear all Raphael I know are hard to read.

2) Maki craving.

3) I feel like the only reason I… is because… and because of…

4) No smiling! It is not cute! Okay, maybe it is but… no. Just no.

5) Gosh darn it, distract me! Please?

6) I really want to write a good piece but I don’t know where to start.

7) Can you just please let me go? 

8)  Looking forward to the weekend, weekend. 

You know what&#8217;s annoying? When you live with your cousin who&#8217;s never a weight conscious. We have all sorts of sweets in the fridge right now. Booohoooo

You know what’s annoying? When you live with your cousin who’s never a weight conscious. We have all sorts of sweets in the fridge right now. Booohoooo

The beautiful Christmas tree at my dearest Nana&#8217;s home. 

The beautiful Christmas tree at my dearest Nana’s home. 

Good morning, sunshine! 
Just done with shower and ready to face the world positively. 
Happy Thanksgiving Day y&#8217;all! :)

Good morning, sunshine! 

Just done with shower and ready to face the world positively. 

Happy Thanksgiving Day y’all! :)

Wearing one of the most acceptable and legit uniforms the bank ever had. Although, I can&#8217;t seem to tie this scarf properly. 
See also: Why I don&#8217;t go on dates every Mondays and Wednesdays lol.

Wearing one of the most acceptable and legit uniforms the bank ever had. Although, I can’t seem to tie this scarf properly. 

See also: Why I don’t go on dates every Mondays and Wednesdays lol.

Checkout my lovely nails yo! Sorry my bb cam doesn&#8217;t do any justice but it&#8217;s actually ORLY&#8217;s Purple Velvet from their Matte Couture collection. I&#8217;m really digging it! &lt;3

Checkout my lovely nails yo! Sorry my bb cam doesn’t do any justice but it’s actually ORLY’s Purple Velvet from their Matte Couture collection. I’m really digging it! <3

You can try the best you canIf you try the best you canThe best you can is good enoughIf you try the best you can

You can try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough
If you try the best you can

Don&#8217;t show me how you kiss, or where the angels liveYou know it&#8217;s a long way down from there,Just to call it quits, cuz that ain&#8217;t what love is,You know it&#8217;s a long way down from there,Baby it&#8217;s a long long long long long long way down.

Don’t show me how you kiss, or where the angels live
You know it’s a long way down from there,
Just to call it quits, cuz that ain’t what love is,
You know it’s a long way down from there,
Baby it’s a long long long long long long way down.